9 Disember

9 Disember 2011 - Friday 

Dear  Diary, 

I feel lonely... Something wrong with my feeling ( i guess so).

Sitting alone in study chamber accompanied  by laptop and you (diary).

My best friend still at Shah Alam accompany his sister there. 

Good for him, at least he stop thinking about me and his time wouldn't wasted just like that. 

Diary... diary... 

Day by day, I think I was getting away from him...

Why diary? 

I feel unhappy... uncomfortable and uneasy.. 

Is there any way to get rid from a feeling like this?  

hurm... 

Diary : " Why don't you talk or share how your feel with him?"

I think i'm not strong enough to face him and talk with him... 

Sometime, i choose to be silence and passive person. 

Let me keep all my feel in a bottle, and trow it into the sea. 

But... 

There is no sea here, if have.. 

Far away from here... 

Diary, 

I'm tired... Tired from act being like this. 

I'm not crying because of him. But 

Shall i close my eyes and pretend nothing happen? 

Wish i could get the answer... 

Never mind, diary.. 

Pretend nothing happen. 

Keep writing and continue my life... 

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