1st Admin Self Expression.

Dear diary... 

In this windy evening, i would like to scratch my feeling today. 

I don't why these few days i feel unhappy. Its not because of my best friend.
Its bout me.. =( 

Dear diary, 

I feel lonely...
I prefer stay and lock-up myself in my room ALONE.. 

Crying... 

And these few days, i couldn't sleep well.. 

Almost 3 days i can't sleep. Always awake in the middle of night 

and crying... 

I need someone to talk. 

but i don't know who... 

I don't want to disturb my best friend. 

Diary...diary... 

I want tell you something. 

Beside 2nd admin is my best friend, i got another best friend.
But...  he's already gone..
Gone and met the Creator... 

I admit, i'm miss him a lot. 

He succeed made me smile and laugh, 

Before he gone, he had gave me a teddy bear. 

I love that teddy bear so much..! 

Recently, i had read the entry that written by late at his website.
Make me missed me more.. 

BUT.. i can't do that... 

I got new best friend.
Hope he is ok and can accept me just the way i am. 

I have to treat him nicely, because he sacrifice a lot for me. 

I can't compare or get the same thing that late gave to me from him. 

Because he is a different person.
I have to give myself and him time. 

Wish me luck k, diary? 

Diary, pray for me so that i would't upset anymore.
Be a cheerful person again and get back my smile. 

I really hope that... 

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Written by : 1 st Admin. ='(